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Avery this just makes me feel nice, it sounds both planned out and improvised at the same time Favorite track: memories that aren't mine, words that aren't mine.
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all of my songs are done off of the top of my head i dont write down lyrics or plan anything i use it as a coping mechanism and sometimes good things come out of it

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released May 11, 2015

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Track Name: dream : nightmare
my blood
it's on my bed
and i wonder / yes i wonder
if it's even supposed to be that way

my arms
i've held out through the dark
and my legs, my legs have swollen up

my arms
covered in the cuts of my mind
covered with the blood the scars the mirth of twilight
covered with the spit of my pride

oh my dreams, my dreams are covered in sparkles
everyone beside me, everyone is smiling

in my nightmare i am here
my nightmare is the reality i am living
i wish to wake up from this dream
Track Name: NOISE
i am never alone / i will never be alone
in my dreams there's a voice / he says i have thoughts of the unknown
in my head i am screaming / everythings falling over
i wish i could be safe / noise never bothered me anyway

i feel like i am living for other people and not for myself
i feel like i am trapped inside my own personal hell
no one actually really cares about me, no one gives a fuck about whether i live or die
it wouldn't even matter, no one will ever have me on their mind

but the truth behind my words is i dont actually care whether you care
the truth behind my words is to understand what is not there
Track Name: AAAAAAAAAAAAHHH!!!!
i feel the anger
building up in me
i am angry
i cut through my skin
for all the fury and skin
that has built up in me
up in me
up in

a year has passed
not a day has lasted that i go without
thinking about the things you said to me
you were manipulative and showed
me my true colors
oh, you know
how do people go living this way?
this way? you hurt me

and now, you will find the payment of everything you've done
everything you've done
oh god
god do you hear me
if you even exist
god you don't exist

i'm so alone
everyone that i know just cries
i open my mouth but nothing comes out
i haven't eaten in two day
i don't really care the days fly by i'm unaware
of your feelings, i cannot detect your griefing

my? my is that my dead body
i see, i see my dead body in the break are you sad?
that's silly
you know that's what I wanted, you knew that's what I wanted
that's what I wanted
that's what I wanted
Track Name: i hate this body i am miserable
i am still depressed even though i'm not
i heard voices earlier
Track Name: epilogue
i dont know who i am
i dont like what ive become