in the morning when i said hello / you look me in the eyes and say "oh oh oh"
"cant believe you're still alive"
you get angry at me / like all of the time well i
wasn't sure if you were mad or if you just had a sentimental side
i wasn't seeing / didn't know
inside i'm on fire / you're talking to the people who told me to kill
inside i'm on fire
inside i'm
i can't believe i've put with bullshit / for eight months almost
i can't believe i'm so idiotic i'm so selfish / in myself
i can't believe i never even realized / how bad it was
can't believe i never realized
can't believe i never realized
i asked to be friends / you said you didn't want to be friends
what the fuck / does that even mean anyway
asked to be friends rather than dating / and i told you i was uncomfortable with that but you pressured me
manipulated me and said that it was alright
and i'm sick of all these liars / in my head / in my life
can't believe i couldn't get rid of you all those times
sick of all these liars sick of all these things inside my head
i just want to go away / i just want to go away
i'd rather much be dead
my fingers are hurting / because i haven't played the ukulele in a long time
didn't think id have to / you told me that it was ok
you told me that i could trust you
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