in the darkness i cower
my blood covers the hour
hand of the clock
you're startled
you see the knife near me
i must've kept it away when i switched back
to who i used to be
who i used to be
who i used to be
is not who i am
i was sent here for a purpose
i'm not one of your dolls
i'm not here for love or reason
i'm not here to finish your homework
i'm here to fill a purpose to fill from my god's one last word
he said "do what your supposed to, and i'll let you go back home"
and i told him that that'd be fine, that's all i've ever wanted anyway
he stole my family, he took everything i loved away
and that's fine by me whatever, i don't care about your human feelings
you say I am supposed to love you
but I don't remember when I did
you say I'm supposed to love you
but I can't remember if I did
when did you tell me I was wrong
when did you tell me all the sad things that you did
when did you tell me I was wrong
when did you tell me all the sad things that you did
when did you become so sad
when did you become so sad
when did you become so mad at what i did
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