subconsciously addicted to misery

from remember some; forget some by wolfie

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i was raised all alone / my hands clamped / around the edge of the phone
i called you and i called you / three times that night / oh i called you, i called you three times that night
but you didn't pick up
you didn't pick up

i was raised in an empty house with my hands tied behind my back
i wish that i could die every day but today i came back
you said to me / your condition is worse
i said to you / i cut myself last night in the purse of my hands
there was a razor that i applied
i applied so hard to my heart / that it cut
open the vein / and now i am dieing / slowly but nonetheless dieing
and you tell me that it's fine
because you don't think my condition is anything to be worried about
because sometimes I am fine, and you are fine and it's fine.

if i hadn't had a dream,
last night about you i would probably be okay / just like every other day
even before this day i would've hated your guts anyway
but i guess that things they change / and as the time goes by i wish i wasn't alive
and you say its fine / but in reality you're planning your own satisfactory crime

i'm waiting at the telephone / waiting, waiting waiting
all my life i have been waiting
i've been waiting for someone to treat me right
someone to be nice
and i don't even think i realize
i've never had that happen to me in my life
i've never had someone to ever say something kind / something kind to me
that meant anything to me at the time
but i guess it doesn't matter since nobody finds the time to care
care
nobody finds the time to care

everybody annoys me / care
if you hate me please don't / care
i guess i am subconsciously addicted to the hatred in your heart of me
i love it i love it / i can't stop it i love it
i hurt myself just to hate myself even more
i'm subconsciously addicted to misery
all my life ive been trying to find
something to make me happy / some meaning / some truth in this world
everybody lies / nobody finds the time to be kind
the time to be kind

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from remember some; forget some, released December 5, 2014

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